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Friday, January 27, 2012 @ 8:12 AM

Home is where the Heart is .

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I'm finally home ~~~~ #happygirl95 please ! Haahah I'm tweeting much more these days and LOL I'm tweeting everything up nowadays xD Anyways I super duper love this song ! Her voice is a-maz-ing like seriously ! Haahah , I'm sound weird typing like this . Maybe I should just start speaking perfect english . Back to my first point , it feels awesome to be back home . Never thought I miss this place so much . I think mum redecorated cause it looks kinda strange . Or it could just be me , I don't know . Hadn't be updating , so I'm just rambling , meh . Anyhow , I was thinking maybe I should post my O level results ! LOL in case I forget and my future kids ask about them ;D if I ever have kids that is . So this is how it goes ;

English - A1
Literature in English - B3
Combine Humanities - B3
Mathematics - A2
Science (Physics , Chemistry) - A2
Design & Technology - A1
Chinese - A2
Chinese (Oral/Aural) - Distinction

Ta-dah ! I'm kinda upsat over my literature and humanities , cause they're suppose to be my stronger subjects , end up got the same grade for both :/ Super happy with my maths cause my maths is like uhhhhhh LOL . Pretty happy overall , generally can get into most of the poly courses but sadly cannot get into MJC cause I don't have CCA points or higher chinese . But IN YO FACE TO THOSE WHO MINUS POINTS STILL GET WORST THAN ME . LOL it's payback for laughing at me xD Got the same as my smart cousin from Anglican High and better than the also smart cousin from Anderson . Am a happy girl ;DD Goes to show that getting into a neighborhood school isn't the end of the world . Damn I'm so used to auto-correct that there are red underlines everywhere xD

So I applied for Ngee Ann poly , Arts Business Management , so if you're ever gonna ba a Artistes maybe I'll be your manager xD But damn the school's so far away that it takes three freaking hours to get there from Tampines . Imagine the time I have to wake up to get there on time . But oh well , good things are worth waking up for , so ... LOL should stop complaining before people start throwing bricks at me .

Initial plan was to talk about home and house today , so let's get back on track !

Stranger : Poor girl , you don't have a home .

Girl : Excuse me but we do have a home . We just don't have a house to put it in .

This is so true . Home is where the heart is , no ? Rather than pitying those without a house , I think the ones who we should be pitying the most are those who have a house but no home . Imagine returning to an beautiful but empty house everyday , where there's no family warmth , no laughter , no happiness .Now , imagine returning to a family , where your children run to greet you when you barely stepped into the doorstep , and you have a warm bowl of soup waiting for you at the dining table . My point is , one does not hve to have to hugh house with classy furniture and french finishes to be happy . Though your house may be small and maybe a little messy , but if you have love in it , and your hearts wants to go back to it , it's enough .

So seriously , be thankful that you have a mother who nags at you when you reach home pass curfew , that you have a father who hugs you and ask how was your day , that you have siblings that pull your hair or hide your things cause these are the simple pleasure in life that not everyone has the pleasure of going through . Think of all the orphans before you slam the door at your mum , think of the old folks living alone when you're about to shout at your dad and think of the ones who lost their family before you argue with your siblings . Count your blessings . Don't take what people wish they have for granted , because they one who'll regret in the end , is you .

I want a complete family too . But I've never got the chance to live that dream . And honestly , it still hurts .

Even when your heart is hurting , don't cry .