SIJING'S,★

Sunday, June 12, 2011 @ 1:57 AM

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It's been hell these few days , seriously . Can't I get a break ?! Missed the outing with my girls :( and got a hella time from my parents at home . Sigh . They've left for LA a few hours ago and now Ima go kill myself . LOL . Phone bill came and guess how much is it ? $249 . WOW . I don't even dare to tell my cousin . Well , at least my girls had fun on friday ^^ I just hope they're not angry at me ;/ Finish reading "Hold Still" that I bought from Ms Tan , it was freaking good . why can't it appear when my godparents die ? T.T It would have helped me handle it better . Should I post some of it up ? Maybe next time .

I'm so tired you know . I know I've said that like a million times but I guess whining just doesn't help .

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ? WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS , MAKE LEMONADE . AND I LIKE LEMONADE , SO THERE .

LOL . Sorry , I'm going crazy . I really gotta sort out my life , like now . Os are coming pretty soon , and I don't think I wanna screw up that part of my life too . And you know what's the best part ? No one even bothers to ask if I'm okay . And now I feel like some pathetic loser who thought that you guys were better than this . Correction : I AM a pathetic loser . But I'm through feeling sorry for myself . I'm stronger than this . What's this to me ? I've handled bigger stuff than this . I can do it . I just have to believe , no ? And I know , at every step of this road , you'll be there with me . You promised right ? And I trust that you won't let me down .

Optimism , baby . Optimism .